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In Pain Redeemed I share the lyrics to a song I wrote during my battle with infertility. I pray this bless you in your own journey.
In Pain Redeemed I share the lyrics to a song I wrote during my battle with infertility. I pray this bless you in your own journey.
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There is one verse in the Bible that I struggle terribly with, Sons are a heritage from the Lord Children a reward from him. (Ps. 127:3) That word, reward, is like a bitter taste in my mouth. My mind immediately says, “So, what didn’t I do right? Huh, God?” I know it’s written to be…
Early December was shimmering through the countryside. The weather was pleasant, the holidays bright. But inside our house, nestled at the top of the hill outside our small hamlet of a village, I was grieving. I wanted to be okay. Some part of me felt like I should be okay. We all love to compare…
Thirteen years. It has been thirteen years since I sat in a doctor’s office and was handed a diagnosis that would become a gaping wound in my life. This fall it will be ten years since I carried that wound into my marriage. Infertility has been a deep aching sorrow that has left a trail…
During my single years, I would have told you I knew marriage wouldn’t solve all my struggles. Of course not. I wasn’t naïve. I understood that marriage brings its own issues and building a family with someone isn’t just aromantic drive on a starlit night. No duh. But now, looking back, I did kind of…
This week we have been hearing from several amazing women of faith who have journeyed (or are journeying) through infertility. My story, of course, can be found in my book Pain Redeemed, but today I want to take you into a current struggle in my own life. Part of being aware of infertility is understanding (as much…
I cried over my lost-babies yesterday. Deep, horrible sobs that seemed to tear at my insides. There are so many of them. The ones I miscarried. The babies we were contacted about adopting who were placed in other homes. And Annie. It’s been two years since Annie was born and sometimes it feels like yesterday and…
True, true words.
Beautiful, Natasha.
LOVE!
Beautiful sister! ~ Amy
Reblogged this on Failing at Haiku and commented:
The first line hit me so powerfully, that I had to reblog this.
Needed this today. Thank you!